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I got married to the love of my life….

So Cherie and I got home from our honeymoon and we settled into our little house in Glendale Hills. I don’t know how I did life alone for so long. Marriage is a wonderful thing that brings a different life then singleness. I loved my single years so much so I am in no way discounting the impact of my single life, but this season, this year everything changed.

2 became 1.

I am enjoying who she is, who I am with her, and who God is in us. Its a pretty magical (in the Disney sense) time. Even though I had a full amazing life before her I can not remember life without her. I love how it feels to do every day and every moment with someone else. Its a sacrifice but not a hardship.

I believe that God is bringing many people together but more then that I believe its because many people have been making themselves ready for the change. Cherie and I would have been miserable if we both hadn’t been on such a deep journey of personal transformation before we met each other. Its been a perfect combo because even when we struggle we love to see what we can change and how we can get new skills or creativity to do things better. I believe when you feel empowered relationships don’t have to cause more pain then they bring life.

So we are in love and married and ready for the new life, the life I can’t remember anything before. I highly recommend doing life with somebody.

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BLOG 4.0
I KISSED DATING GOODBYE BUT THEN ASKED IT OUT AGAIN…

Now before you throw this blog in the recycle bin or write me hate mail or a monster criticism based on the chapter title lets go on a journey together. Every relationship has a process to it so lets talk about process. 

I want to start telling a story about when I was in high school as a young Christian man in the church whose hormones lead me into very interesting situations. Our church embraced very conservative theology over relationships, and because of this the ladies in our church embraced it, so needless to say my chances with these girls were limited to none unless I was willing to say I was courting to marry them on the first date which I refused to do.

Luckily the girls at our church were not made to wear old woman garb and cover their heads without any sign of makeup – that was my good friend’s church. I think he’s gay now.

The Great Balancing Act of Relationships

This particular chapter is about balance. We need to have a balanced perspective on setting goals to pursuing relationships. 

I will start out by saying that the vast majority of the church has over reacted to the worldliness of secular dating and has put up such stringent rules for getting into a relationship that singles often get stuck. 

Many of these rules require that you have some sort of knowing from heaven that says “This is the one for you FOREVER!” before you even start getting to know the person. This causes clunky courtship destined only for marriage whether you discover if he/she is a psycho or not. 

Of course that scenario only happens when the one who has supposedly heard from God actually tells their object of desire that they are interested, which in some Christian circles can take months…no years of the burning desire brewing to the point of insanity. We will talk about this scenario later..it creates a Christian form of stalking. (I am doing a whole blog just on stalking with some current stories of my very own stalkers! Stay tuned!)

Also many of the church people who began to write materials on dating or setting these standards never used them in their own relationships. This means a lot of what is written is in reaction to weakness as opposed to written for the sake of truth and enjoying life.

So here is where we need to go in our talk: A balanced way to pursue a desire of your heart and an attraction of your spirit, mind, and body. I have spent many hours hearing awesome dating life stories from Christians who are now married. I have also walked next to some who are now hurting from painful imbalanced relationships.

We really need to address balance. 

Repeat after me: Just because one church embraces a more traditional courtship model doesn’t mean that I have to or should, or if they are completely liberal it shouldn’t make me a complete follower until I have found the desire of God in these things first.

YOU ARE IN CHARGE OF THE RELATIONSHIP YOU BUILD

When you read this next statement it is not written so that you will cast off restraints and close your ears to your authority figures. I am not inviting you to rebel against your leadership or your parents or family unit. 

You do however have a responsibility to be in charge of the relationships you build. You have to have your own mind about this process of relationships. At the end of the day God will hold you responsible for how you pursued the relationship. Male/Female romantic relationships are not supposed to be dictated by your parents. They are not supposed to be organized by your ministry that you are accountable to, they may be inspired by it though. 

So many people are submitting themselves in wrong ways trusting another man or woman with their life and destiny in this area, and we aren’t talking about the person that they are pursuing or being pursued by. I know people who let their parents or pastors have so much authority in this process that they don’t even think for themselves in it and just coast on autopilot to other peoples decisions. That hasn’t worked out for anyone I know to well. 

You and I both know that relationships are the most precious thing besides the first commandment that we have. That means that God himself wants to be in the process of choice. He wants to encourage you as you facilitate your relationship and He even wants to speak into that process. 

So much of what the world and much of the religious culture promotes is not true healthy relationship but instead codependent marriage or courting relationships. We need to desire inter dependent loving sacrificing relationship. One is based on our human desire, one is based on God’s spiritual desire.

YOU HAVE FREEDOM TO SET YOUR OWN STANDARDS

Now let me state this, unless you have a bad moral foundation or major character issues then you have the freedom to set your own standards in the relationship process. God will mentor you, and as you hear healthy stories from those who are experiencing good marriage or relationships around you this will help you. You will need advice, help, counsel, and friendships that are role models, but you need to avoid controlling relationships. Although you want to learn from others, you can not let yourself be controlled by someone else’s model, type, or standards. These models and theological structures can inspire you but you can’t be bound to someone else’s interpretation to your own personal process. This is where the spirit of control thrives, to get you addicted to someone else’s opinions and desires for you. 

As a pastor it is not my job to set standards in other adult lives, but I am to help guide them as a father into creating their own standards. When people set their own standards through right interpretation of the Scripture and through balanced relationships that have accountability and love, they will live or die by them. When I set standards for someone, they never fully own them in a life and death way. Instead it just becomes good principles in their heads. If I helped someone get married primarily out of my desire for them, then that means when they went through a hard time I would have to help maintain their relationship or their desire for each other. 

I have seen this happen to young couples whose parents or friends wanted it more then they did for each other and sometimes in these unhealthy cases, it’s those that wanted them together that project their desire for each other more then it really exists.

GOD LOVES LOVE, ITS WHAT HE SPEAKS MOST ABOUT

 

God is a relational God and He personally loves love – are you going to let someone else’s standards steal the relationship process from you? That is what I define as a “religious dating spirit” Being bound by others doctrine in a way that violates your own choice to pursue God and others in a way that is different.

Yes there are voices that set an example but these examples are only types of what it can be like. Since every relationship is radically different that means the process will be too. 

So freedom to you if you are bound by someone else’s desire for you or model for you. Set your own first, and let theirs be inspirational to what God is already showing you! If you need help setting standards, coming up with a relationship process, etc begin to reach out to your Christian friends who have success in their relationship. If you read books or go to seminars on relationships then make sure to get a balanced perspective and not hide behind a model itself.

A CHRISTIAN CUSS WORD: DATING

Here is where I will offend many but hopefully it will all work out: God invented Dating. He created a process of pursuing, alluring, provoking, the one you are spiritually and sexually attracted to. This has worked out different in every culture and each culture has its strengths and limits about the subject but God inspired the idea of romance. He loves romance and the concept of the “D” word is first his before it’s the worlds or satan’s. Its just been so imbalanced and people cycle through more of the opposite sex faster then a competitor can cycle through the iron man.

God Himself, spoke romantically all through the Bible to show His continuing wooing of Israel and His covenant people. It was a dating or courtship process that required steps and process. It was also very different in each season of the pursuit so there was form to it but no one model each time. This is important to understand because God Himself dated Israel! OK OK He didn’t date because He knew what He was going to inherit the bride for Himself but He did use relationship language. Jesus was promised a bride and came down from heaven to prepare her for Himself. 

Before you hate on me, let me give you what I think God’s definition is of dating:

Dating according to God = The pursuit or being pursued by someone who is qualified to be interested in us. Getting to know someone you are attracted to both spiritually and naturally with the desire for a love to develop that MIGHT and hopefully (key word = might) lead to marriage. Bonding with someone in order to get to know them in a way to possibly share life with them.

Now let me tell you the worlds definition of dating:

Dating according to the world = To find someone to be happy with and enjoy. Shopping for someone to spend your life with. Sometimes to hook up or try out potential people in all areas of possible connection. To have an encounter with someone based on sexual chemistry. To say to a girl “How you doin?” and hope she responds for the night. The desire to no longer be alone. The hope for a better life based on the American dream. The desire for immediate gratification from the opposite sex without any long term hope. The desire to be with someone to avoid the pain of lonliness.

Now let me tell you the religious spirit’s definition of dating: 

Dating…no wait Scratch that! : Courting (better Christian word to separate ourselves from danger) according to the church= to meet someone that all your key people in your religious world approve of then get married as soon as possible because that is the only goal. To meet someone in hopes that they are your absolutely perfect counterpart which will allow you to accomplish all of God’s greater goals for your life, and without them you might never accomplish anything real. To meet someone that God tells you is the one then rush through intimacy building calling it courtship. Also, means To pretend like you aren’t dating without the fun of dating.

Let me be real. If you are going to spend the rest of your life with someone of the opposite sex then God wants to give you the time and enjoyment of getting to know them without planning your whole wedding on the first date in your mind. This made me think about my friends in home school when I was in high school who never had the chance to meet anyone because they were taught the religious form of dating. This meant that the person had to drop out of the sky and say “Marry Me!” right off the bat.

Most of them are still unmarried. My poor home school friends don’t even have a chance, who do they get to meet? Obviously many homeschoolers do not have this problem because there are many different types of parents raising homeschool kids. The ones I was referring to were not necessarily the standard homeschoolers, they were more of the extreme (whisper: I hope at least).

SETTING STANDARDS: 

Do you know its ok to get to know someone you are interested in without having to visualize her/ him at the alter? Of course its good to be interested in them for the desire of marriage, but this desire can not be desperate or the only focus. The relationship itself has to be the goal, not the progression of where the relationship will lead you. Well let’s talk about it. 

If we were only in relationship with Jesus with the only motivation to go to heaven, what a terrible and boring relationship that would be. It would be based on need/fear/freedom from hell instead of love/intimacy/union with God. Most of us treat dating this way, having the ultimate motive of just getting married to someone. Whenever there is a focus in a male/female relationship that is beyond just building relationship without a foundation of intimacy and friendship then it becomes imbalanced.

How do you set a standard of getting to know someone you are interested in a clean way? How many times are you allowed to go through this without looking like a church hussy? 

We coined this term “church hussy’ because most people start to look bad after they have dated more then three people in the church to the rest of the community in the congregation. They look especially bad if one was one of the pastors adult children.

What are the safety nets that will keep you um…safe when it comes to going forward or backing out even if its not mutual? We are going to look at this question in future chapters, keep reading on.

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STAY TUNED FOR BLOG 5.0 NEXT MONDAY!

IM NOT MARRIED AND SO CAN YOU BE!

So one of the most common questions by mothers that I get is “Why are you not married yet?” Some ask as if asking if there is something wrong with me. Some ask as if asking if there is something wrong with the woman in my life for not catching me yet. Some wonder even if I am gay. 

Can’t a guy catch a break? 

To build credibility with the mothers who constantly are trying to fix me up with their daughters, nieces, sisters, and even themselves, let me take you on my journey. Oh wait, if you take that previous line as arrogant then you might think that I am under the presumption that I am this amazing catch. I am only sought after because I am in the public eye to some degree…I am under no dilusions of awesomeness ::grin:: although I do think I have a great smile. I never thought I would write this into a blog, but sometimes someone else’s journey helps you have faith for your own.

FOR ME IT WAS THE FREEDOM OF BEING SINGLE THAT HE WANTED.

When I was 20 I was involved with a girl who I thought I would be with forever. I had our whole life planned out down to names for children. I had been convinced for over a while that I was going to marry this beautiful girl and I know she cared deeply for me as well. 

Then (abbreviated version) I clearly felt Jesus ask me to walk with Him for a season. He asked me to sacrifice my romantic love for Him telling me that He wanted an intimacy that was deeper but needed my attention on Him for a season. 

There was nothing wrong with my love for her, he was not punishing me. He was also not just wanting to work on my character so I could be “ready.” He was just inviting me into a walk with Him that was special and set apart. I had a choice, and I said “If you will fulfill my desires and keep me from deep loneliness then I will walk with you.” 

I felt specifically to not be in a relationship during the decade of my twenties. I wasn’t legalistic and I knew it was an invitation so I was willing to take it day by day and walk with Him this way. I wasn’t crippled by the restraint, instead I walked in a level of freedom from having to think about a mate, who she might be, what our life might be like, and I was able to completely focus on Him. 

I am so glad I chose to walk with Him in this way for so long personally because He has filled my life with opportunities that I just wouldn’t have been able to accomplish without the freedom of being fully dedicated. 

It made me wonder: What if a generation of Christians give a dedicated season where they choose not to think about a spouse or romance for a time? Of course I am not asking anyone to make this commitment or for the length of time I have but what would happen if we would allow ourselves to be set apart first?

Some people think this is very idealistic but actually, when it’s a choice, its very practical and grace based. 

Either way, if your heart is to potentially pursue the person you meet that seems right, or if you choose to be set a part, there is a lot to learn about yourself. The odds are most people don’t want to be alone, they already feel ready to pursue someone or feel lonely enough to find someone who will at least offer basic companionship but the first step is not about a relationship, it is about you. Throughout these blogs we are going to cover foundations of relationships, but it starts with singleness. Who are you?

LEARNING ABOUT YOU: THE KEY TO BEING WHO YOU NEED TO BE
“I am good enough, smart enough, and dog on it (!) People like me!.”

When you are on a journey of life, perhaps more importantly then discovering the person you may or may not marry is first to discover who you are. Having a foundation of personal identity is the key to living a fulfilled life. Many people go into relationships without any sense of self and so they look at the relationship to define who they are. This becomes dangerous and selfish.

The other thing people do is put together their dream list of what they want in someone else. I think what is more important is first putting together a dream list in what you want to see God do in you first! 

Lets put together our very own best version of our self scale that we can compare our self too. What do you want to be for someone? 

What defines your own self identity? I have a journaling project for you! Everyone get out a little notebook or open a word document you are going to begin to define your identity! 

On the first page write:

____YOUR NAME HERE___ Kick Butt Guide to Dating and Being Single Self Identity Survey

Next page write first question:

 

HOW WOULD I DESCRIBE MY ABILITY TO LOVE PEOPLE. (STAY SIMPLE AND HONEST BUT GIVE A PARAGRAPH OF STRENGTHS AND WEAKNESSES).

Page two:

HOW DO I DESCRIBE MY STRENGTHS AND WEAKNESSES IN RECEIVING LOVE FROM OTHERS. (AGAIN WRITE A PARAGRAPH OR TWO ABOUT THIS)

Page Three:

Write: WHAT ARE FIVE KEY WORDS TO DEFINE MY CORE STRENGTHS THAT MAKE UP WHO I AM? WHAT IS MY OWN PERSONAL DEFINITION OF THOSE CORE STRENGTHS? 

Page Four:

Oh Come on we are only half way done. Keep going this is going to get good!WHAT ARE FIVE KEY WORDS THAT DEFINE MY CORE WEAKNESSES THAT RESIST WHO I AM CALLED TO BE? WHAT IS MY PERSONAL DEFINITION OF EACH WORD?

Page Five:

This is a hard one to do without training or help but try it: WHAT AREAS DO I FEEL CALLED TO AS MY LIFE MISSION. DEFINE 1-5 SENTENCES THAT DESCRIBE WHAT YOUR LIFE PURPOSE OR CALLING IS. (not things like world peace, but actual dreams/goals that make up what you are hoping your life will lead you into).

Page Six

WHAT ARE THE TALENTS YOU HAVE THAT YOU ARE DEVELOPING OR HAVE DEVELOPED THAT YOU WANT YOUR RELATIONSHIP CIRCLE TO KNOW THAT YOU OPERATE IN?

Page Seven:

Here is one of the hardest pages. Be honest this is for you!
DO I LIKE MY OWN LOOKS? DESCRIBE WHAT YOU LIKE AND DON’T LIKE. WHAT WOULD I GET DONE TO MYSELF IF I HAD MY OWN EXTREME MAKEOVER? 

DO I LIKE MY OWN PERSONALITY? WHAT ARE MY RELATIONAL STRENGTHS THAT COME THROUGH MY PERSONALITY? (like: I am good at making people feel at home. I am good at hello’s and goodbye’s. I have a good sense of humor. I like my own jokes)

Page Eight:

DO I LIKE MY OWN RELATIONAL ABILITIES? 
DO I LIKE THE WAY PEOPLE RELATE TO ME?

Page Nine:

PRETEND LIKE YOU WERE SOMEONE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX WHO WAS INTERESTED IN YOU. LIST ALL OF THE DREAMS THEY MIGHT HAVE FOR SOMEONE. HOW DO YOU MEASURE UP?

Now what’s important about answering these types of questions is it’s the kind of survey that puts a mirror up to your own self and you start to get to know yourself. Some of you may need a journey of getting to know yourself. This happens best in knowing God and also being in relationship to others.

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APPOLOGIES FOR THE DELAY ON THE BLOG THIS WEEK…BUT STAY TUNED FOR NEXT WEEKS BLOG 4.0: “I KISSED DATING GOODBYE, AND THEN I ASKED IT OUT AGAIN.”

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THE UNRELIGIOUS GUIDE TO DATING AND BEING SINGLE!

Blog 2.0 : SINGLE AND LOVING/HATING IT

 So lets talk about sex. Oh wait that subject comes later in another blog, and what a great subject it is! Lets not pause for a moment here to think about it because I need you to be in a spiritual frame of mind. No really, please come back to the page…look down at the words….there you are. Welcome back!

 Before we talk about anything else, we need to establish a foundation. Let me make a statement right off the bat that is important: If you are a Christian you do not have to be married, but you can choose to be. If you are consumed with marriage as a need then you are not living in the grace which Jesus paid a huge price for you to walk in. Let me show you what I mean, it all has to do with God’s desire for you.

 When Adam and Eve were judged, part of their judgment was the fact that they were bound to each other. Genesis 3:17-18. There was already a Godly joining between Adam and Eve, but the desire to share oneself with one another changed from a CHOICE to a NEED with the separation from God.

Before the fall I would define this covenant that Adam and Eve had for one another as being the same that caused God to create man in the first place. It was a righteous desire to share enjoyment with another being.

 

 

After the fall this changed from desire and became a need of dependency for living. The fellowship with God was broken, the relationship dynamics hanged with the judgments of the fall of man. The trend in life in the Old Testament was that everyone (for the most part) was married working a normal job, and that was their lot in life and their whole hope for a fulfilled purpose. Fellowship with each other could not hold the same meaning as it once had because God was not as present in the relationship.

 At the same time God allowed marriage to be a picture of His covenant desire to share Himself with man. Marriage was not a judgment from the fall, but a redemptive picture that acted like a shadow to show us what eternity will be like.

 When Jesus prayed in John 17 to have union with us, the Father honored this desire of His, because it was the original plan of heaven. It is what Adam and Eve had and lost. They were untied with God in a covenant love that had no earthly comparison. Their relationship to each other before the fall was in enjoying this union with God which played out in their own union.

Because of the prayer Jesus prayed in John 17 he was able to promise us the Holy Spirit, and in that He was promising the restoration of God’s original plan. Through the Holy Spirit we have that longing for deep relationship, or a counterpart, fulfilled! He is the fulfillment of that desire! Adam and Eve after their fall were bound to each other. Because of redemption, we as Christians are bound to Jesus. Though we need relationships we don’t necessarily need an earthly counterpart to have a fulfilled life here on earth.

 This doesn’t mean we will not have to work at our relationship with the Holy Spirit. In some ways it can hold less immediate gratification then marriage, but when you pursue the Holy Spirit with a whole heart, there is always the payoff of true union.

 One of the most powerful demonstrations of this principle is that in the New Testament, rarely are spouses ever mentioned. This isn’t discounting marriage, but it is also not validating it as a primary need of humanity anymore. The New Testament refocuses our higher desires first on Jesus, then on other Godly relationships such as marriage. None of the apostles had a recorded wife except Peter. Martha and Mary had no recorded marriages either. The list of those who remained unmarried goes on. This can either confuse you or encourage you about how awesome intimate covenant with Jesus really can be.

 The whole identity of every culture on earth is that we are not complete until we have a mate. This is true of nearly all earthbound creatures.

 The Bible is very clear in the New Testament though, that Jesus completes us and that we do not need anything else but Him. The trend in teaching in the church has always been that we have a perfect match out there for us and that your life will truly start when you find your mate! There is an unspoken rule that your true maturity starts when you are married, and in many religious structures adulthood starts when you are hitched. Maybe that’s why I still like video games…I’m not married.

 Why would Paul encourage virgins to remain unmarried in 1 Corinthians? It is because in our fellowship with Jesus through the Holy Spirit, we are no longer bound to the old covenant which basically mandates us to being married as a need in our life. Its the highest place of relational fulfillment for those who do not have Christ to achieve because there is a blessing on marriage.

 We though, are bound by a new covenant of fellowship with God, and to be married does not have to be the center part of that.

 Because of Christ, You can be successfully single.

 

 In this blog I am not calling marriage a lower position. It is a high and mighty role that is one of the purest pictures of what a believer can have with union in Jesus. At the same time it is not the only way into this union and as a matter of fact the closer we get to the last days, the harder it will be to stay married because of the particular challenges it will hold.

 So really, this message is not anti marriage. I respect what Paul says in 1 Corinthians 7 as to warn us about false teachings that say marriage is wrong.

 

My point is lets put marriage in perspective. Lets recognize that we do not have a need for it to define who we are in God unless God Himself is calling us to the marriage. This realization actually makes marriage to a Christian more beautiful because when you have a choice whether to be married or not and you still choose it it brings such a depth of meaning to the relationship. It is a picture of God’s love and His desire for us when looked at under this light.

God does not have a need for us, but a sincere desire to share himself and this is why we were created. Is God not self sufficient? If we have God do we really need anything else? This means you are already complete in God when you have His Spirit dwelling within you. But if you want to join in covenant to another individual to enjoy and share enjoyment in them and with them, to truly learn Jesus from them and be a picture of Jesus to them, then you have the right desire for marriage.

You can’t decide you have to be married out of loneliness as a Christian. You can’t have a selfish desire for marriage, or it most likely will not work or will keep you in bondage. Let me give you an example. In the south many mothers court young woman for their sons, trying to push them upon them because they are sick of their sons irresponsibility and party lifestyle. Have you ever seen a mother push her son on a woman because she has a desire to make him an honest man? Meaning that woman is going to fix him somehow if he just gets married? It doesn’t work! It may subdue some areas of his life for a small season but it will not correct them!

 Now then, not only is your life not limited by the fact that you are unmarried, but there is freedom to choose whether or not to BE married. That is exciting because it makes the prospect of finding a mate not an obsession, but an adventure. As you go on that adventure it can enhance what you are already obtaining in God and also enhance what they are trying to obtain as well.

 

Paul saw that we could find fulfillment in life without marriage, in true relationship with God and the friendship of the body, making marriage a special opportunity or choice. He taught it as neither an obligation or a sin.

 He also contrasts marriage against the single life in 1 Corinthians 7:31-35. He ends in verse 35 by saying “I am sharing this for your own good, not to restrict you, but that you may live in a right way, in undivided devotion to the Lord.”

If you want to make a person divided then take away his freedom. As a Christian we can not serve two masters and if we have a need to be married then we will have to serve this need. Eventually it will take our focus off of God and put it on ourselves. God took all needs away from us and replaced them with choice. We are no longer bound by law.

 If you have a sincere desire to be married out of right motivations, then by all means give yourself to it! But if you have a burning need in your life out of just getting your desires fulfilled by another person, you better find it in God first because He is the source.

GOD INVITES US INTO HIS RELATIONSHIP NOT OUT OF NEED, BUT OUT OF DESIRE!

 God is three persons in one. He has so much enjoyment in Himself and there is a constant relationship within the three persons of God that He is inviting you and I into that not out of a need to have a relationship. He is already self fulfilled.

God chooses to love us, and the beauty of marriage is the fact that God has allowed us to choose. If we choose to be single we can accomplish our full invitation of destiny and our call to be a lover of God. If we choose to be married then we will commit to love someone in such a way that the relationship will teach us a different facet of God’s love and devotion to us. Either direction is good as long as we don’t live under the bondage of obligation and as long as Jesus Himself is our goal, not a woman and not a man.

 For the record I do have a desire to get married, but I also am happy being single so if I am single or married I am with my God. I have a teaching series on just taking on your intimacy with God to another whole level called “Bridal Longing” and you can find it at our webstore at:http://www.expression58.org/store/product_info.php?cPath=18&products_id=17

 

Peace!

Shawn Bolz

www.expression58.org

 

 

 

 

 

 

Check out our new daily podcast talkshow called: Your Life with Shawn and Sally! Its at www.expression58.org/podcast and its totally worth listening to! It’s a show that takes a persons life and displays it in front of your heart! If a picture is worth a thousand words then someones life is worth a thousand teachings! 

 

NEXT WEEK’S DATING BLOG WILL COME OUT ON MONDAY THE 18th AND IS CALLED:

I’M NOT MARRIED AND SO CAN YOU BE!

HEATH LEDGER, A DIVINE INVITATION TO LOVE IN HOLLYWOOD.

 

I live in Hollywood California, and when I found out the news about Heath Ledger I couldn’t help but think and pray into the industry trying to get some perspective. From a Kingdom of God perspective, I just felt like we lost one of ours. I mourned and felt like this blazing light of an amazing young man was quenched.

 

The bottom line is that Christians have a huge opportunity to learn how to love well in a land like Hollywood and in the entertainment industry. I don’t know what condition Heath was in within his heart or what frame of mind he was in that night, but I can’t help but feel if the church would love well, a man like Heath would have a chance to experience life that is truly a life worth living.

 

GOD IS SENDING PEOPLE INTO THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY

I don’t mean religious affections or churchy evangelism. I mean those who are like Daniels living in the real world spending real time with people presenting God by occupying positions of influence that the world takes notice of and wants to listen to. I believe God is raising people up right now to occupy those places of influence but they won’t see the destiny as having a career in the entertainment industry. They will see the destiny as loving a man like Heath Ledger in true friendship. They will have a heart attitude that asks a new question. The question won’t be “Will I be empowered in this industry?” The true question will be when they see someone like Heath after God’s heart and ask “How can God resist the ones He loves?”

 

THE DESTINY IS NOT THE OCCUPATION BUT THE PEOPLE YOU WILL TOUCH

In other words our definition of destiny in Hollywood has some errors in it. The destiny is not to become famous, influential, rich, get the next big gig, work on the biggest blockbuster or score the best music track. All of those things are just the provision that God wants to release for the real destiny which is this: To make His love known to the people who abide in what we call the entertainment industry. That means if He gives you fame it’s the provision to love in a greater realm of influence. If He gives you money it’s so you can build bridges to love well, etc. It is good to pray for influence and to be released in great authority if you have the goals set of what the true calling is.

 

DON’T GET BE DISSAPOINTED BY IMMATURITY AROUND YOU, COME UP HIGHER

I am not worried about the people who put their identity as Christians in the role instead of the destiny being to love the people. Its part of immaturity of human nature, but right now I can tell you this: a whole lot of people are getting hit by God’s heart and are maturing all through the world and seeing this mountain called the entertainment industry and can’t help but see it through His eyes. When I see Christians in Hollywood I don’t just see what intercessors have typically called “The Hollywood spirit” which is selfish ambition and narcissism. I see with eyes of the one who loves.

 

THE TRUE HOLLYWOOD SPIRIT

God has been raising people up for years to minister in the entertainment industry but what if there was something different about this season? What if it was a season of activating what Christians have been sowing in prayer for decades? I believe there is a great shift happening in 2008. Instead of looking at the shakings of Hollywood can you see past them to see that everything that can be shaken is shaken for a good reason? The substance of the reality of God is going to dwell in Hollywood and that the Holy Spirit will be the Hollywood Spirit that is celebrated.

 

I feel like Isaiah in Isaiah 6 when he saw the throne of God and heard the voice that said “Who will go….” its like there is a quality of what God was looking for those who are willing to love and adopt this industry as part of their mission to love.

 

TESTING YOUR OWN MOTIVATIONS, IS YOUR HEART AWAKE?

So here is what I challenge for those of you who feel called to this mountain called the entertainment industry: When Heath Ledger died did you feel the loss because your heart isn’t just engaged with your craft but with the people who are also in the industry?

 

Do you find yourself complaining about Brittney Spears, Paris Hilton, or Jessica Simpson or have you adopted them in your heart to love them and pray into their lives. I have heard many friends just complain about them and talk about their craziness, but are you concerned for them? When you talk about them is your speech influenced by popular culture or Kingdom culture?

 

Do you cry out for them? Are they your sister or your friend in your heart? Jesus was friend to sinners, he couldn’t separate people from himself… each of these people were the joy set before Him that caused Him to go to the cross. I know if Jesus was on the earth today He would be seen with some of these people, and it would be misunderstood by the religious community, but He would love well. Jesus never had the pressure to save people because He was salvation. In other words, He just was the full representation of Heaven, and people couldn’t help but feel at home around Him. He didn’t have strange tactics of conversation and tracts, He just was so authentic and organic to the Kingdom of Heaven that people responded to this truth. Do people feel at home and safe around you?

 

YOU’RE INVITATION

You have an invitation from God too, to help people around you (in whatever industry) feel as though they have touched the Kingdom of God. When you aware of His heart in yourself, you can’t help but to project this as love to people around you and they feel the goodness of His nature in themselves. As a matter of fact, if you love well, you will bring out the best version of the person that you love. That is what will be powerful in the days ahead, when its not drugs, partying, alcohol, or projects that bring out the best in these people, but it is those who have been placed all around them  to love them into their Kingdom self.

 

BEING  A FRIEND AT THE WELL

 

I see Britney as a product of the evilness that happens in humanity when everybody pulls and prostitutes gifting and no longer has any real relationship or truth in their boundaries for her. Brittney Spears only resolution will be a radical encounter with His love like the woman at the well in John 4:

Here was this woman who was a Samaritan which was a race that the Jews treated like dogs. She was also an adulterer, and she was also a woman on top of all of that. Then Jesus came into what would be an inappropriate situation for any other Jewish man, but He sat with her and chose to show her love. He didn’t just preach to her, He was a friend at the well. He caused her to feel like she was the best version of herself as she sat with Jesus giving Him water. I think she probably felt like her eternal self, the self that she was made to be in those moments and something inside of her responded to everything he said. Here is the question, will you sit at the well with someone who is considered inappropriate Christian society and love well?

 

When enough of us love well then there can be a break through and someone will get the audience of friendship with her that it will take to bring a real life back to her.

 

Love well my friends

 

Peace out

 

Shawn Bolz 

Expression58

www.expression58.org

We are at ignite2008 here in Maine. Its a great group and we are discovering creative arts and how God is going to use creativity to ignite revival. I am only here for two days then off to Vegas where I am ministering. My slogan for Vegas is “What happens in Vegas is going to go everywhere in the world!” because God is moving there.

I joined a new site called www.beenup2.com and you send pictures from your cell phone with a description of what you are doing and then people comment. I can’t believe how many people in Redding at Bethel have it. Brian and Jen Johnson got me addicted.

I will write more and real later.